Just came back home and I was so freaking scared I swear.
I was on 67 from tampines interchange going back home after having lunch with my mum. I boarded the bus and seated near the window near the rear of the bus. After one stop or so, this guy came and stood around where I was seating. I took my things away from the seat beside me and he sat beside me.
I didn't really look at the guy cuz it was rude. This was a big size guy. No offense. He sat so close to me. Like his arm was on on mine. So I tired to move away. Then he kept looking in my direction. Maybe he was looking outside of the window or what. But I was so scared. Like halfway through when my mum called, he kept looking at my phone. I was so scared seriously. I alighted one stop before my stop. So damn scared really. Damn creepy, he kept looking like every now and then.

I don't know whether is it me being too paranoid or he's really doing all those stuff. Anyway need somewhere to rant so yeah. Now I think I'm so conscious about seating with a guy, especially when I'm sitting inside.

thoughts

Been thinking of what Ms Ling said in chemistry class today....

"Be with the ones that make you happy, those people that make you laugh. Those who appreciates you"

It suddenly struck me. I wasn't really being with people that make me happy. Neither am I being with people that appreciates me. That's how I truly feel. It's .... I really don't know. I don't even know what and how I really feel. What an idiot. 

POP!

So happy. Finally passed out! Though I did cry but I stopped after a while ^^
Had so much fun and thank you everyone for all the gifts and cards! Had dinner afterwards with yeni and hazel at BBQ chicken. Hehhe
Should go and keep my stuff for tomorrow. Till next time.